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Monday, 02 February 2009

  • It was great, last night I worked and locked myself in the building. How you do that, I don't know! But believe me I find ways for these things ;).  Thankfully God is with me and unlocked the door because I know I am not gifted in that area.  I don't know how you can't be, but it's a talent that I still can not do! I am challenged in that area...  I adore closing! It's awesome! The time flew by and God and I were able to chat about different things. Not to mention He allowed some amazing people to walk though the door and be an encouragement to me ;). Yay I only have 47 more hours to work this week!

    Today was nice, I did some laundry, cleaned, and worked on some of my school... The the most awful thing happened.  I was going the bathroom and mouse ran beside the toilet!!!! Oh my I never knew I could move that fast out of the bathroom. Then five mins later Mrs. Foster came home (early) and I screamed and jumped because she surprised me as well. So I lost two more lives today...either that or I have an amazingly strong heart.

    The winter is amazing but I can't wait for spring.... I need to run outside so bad. As soon as it get's to about 40F I am there, I can breath decently at that temp...
    Okay enough babbling. I need to get going because I need to get ready for work! I close again tonight!!! God is good!!!

    BTW, this is powerful:

    When You Speak, God Hears

    by Max Lucado

    Those who pray keep alive the watch fires of faith. For the most part we don’t even know their names. Such is the case of someone who prayed on a day long ago. His name is not important. He is important not because of who he was, but because of what he did.

    He went to Jesus on behalf of a friend. His friend was sick, and Jesus could help, and someone needed to go to Jesus, so someone went. Others cared for the sick man in other ways. Some brought food; others provided treatment; still others comforted the family. Each role was crucial. Each person was helpful, but no one was more vital than the one who went to Jesus.

    John writes: “So Mary and Martha sent someone to tell Jesus, ‘Lord, the one you love is sick’” (John 11:3, emphasis mine).

    Someone carried the request. Someone walked the trail. Someone went to Jesus on behalf of Lazarus. And because someone went, Jesus responded.

    In the economy of heaven, the prayers of saints are a valued commodity. John the apostle would agree. He wrote the story of Lazarus and was careful to show the sequence: The healing began when the request was made.

    The phrase the friend of Lazarus used is worth noting. When he told Jesus of the illness, he said, “The one you love is sick.” The power of the prayer, in other words, does not depend on the one who makes the prayer but on the one who hears the prayer.

    We can and must repeat the phrase in manifold ways. “The one you love is tired, sad, hungry, lonely, fearful, depressed.” The words of the prayer vary, but the response never changes. The Savior hears the prayer. He silences heaven so he won’t miss a word. The Master heard the request. Jesus stopped whatever he was doing and took note of the man’s words. This anonymous courier was heard by God.

    John’s message is critical. You can talk to God because God listens. Your voice matters in heaven. He takes you very seriously. When you enter his presence, the attendants turn to you to hear your voice. No need to fear that you will be ignored. Even if you stammer or stumble, even if what you have to say impresses no one, it impresses God—and he listens.

    Intently. Carefully. The prayers are honored as precious jewels. Purified and empowered, the words rise in a delightful fragrance to our Lord. “The smoke from the incense went up from the angel’s hand to God” (Rev. 8:4). Incredible. Your words do not stop until they reach the very throne of God.

    One call and heaven’s fleet appears. Your prayer on earth activates God’s power in heaven.

    You are the someone of God’s kingdom. Your prayers move God to change the world. You may not understand the mystery of prayer. You don’t need to. But this much is clear: Actions in heaven begin when someone prays on earth. What an amazing thought!

    When you speak, Jesus hears.

    And when Jesus hears, the world is changed.

    All because someone prayed.

Saturday, 31 January 2009

  • This coming week is going to be INSANE!!!! Tomorrow night I close by myself at Get Go, as well as Monday night. Then Wednesday and Thursday morning I open by myself. I am really worried because I do not feel fully prepared...God will assist me though ;).  So I work at Get Go Sun-Thursday and Taco Bell Thursday-Saturday....crazy huh? 

    It was sorta funny last night I got home from the concert and I thought the house was a bit chilly.  Then I woke up this morning and was about frozen.  The house was down to 54 because we ran out of wood for the stove.  We ran out of oil last week but due to all the weather we have been unable to get someone to come out to us... Everyone laughed at me to day at work because I had five layers on.  God is good! I have a roof over my head and plenty of blankets that help keep me warm ;).


    How powerful is it to know that the ruler of heaven and earth loves me even though I resist Him. Mmmh God is so good.  Sadly we have been fighting a lot recently because He wants me to work on certain things in my past yet I don't want to go there.  I want them to stay where they are-in the past.  Yet God knows what's best for me.  Could there be a greater love?

    I have desired to share about it all with you guys, but I have been exhausted.  Going from here to there and everywhere!  Have a blessed day and I will write more soon!  God Bless!

    In His Strength, Marie

Wednesday, 28 January 2009

  • The other day I heard this song and wow...

    "To Bring you Back" by: Paul Alan

    Are you thirsty, standing in the rain?
    Not sure where you are or how you lost your way
    Are you drowning
    Some bar outside of town?
    Searching for something given not found
    A crowd of people totally alone
    At the front door
    Worlds away from home
    And light up the night's last regret
    Burn your only safety net
    Step to the edge it's such a long way down

    And I left the ninety-nine to find the one
    and you're the one
    I walked a thousand miles in this desert sun
    Only to bring you back

    Are you tired of chasing the wind?
    Under water, do you aspire to breathe again?
    Are you dying?
    Is that the best that you can do?
    Cause you can't find your place in a world that wasn't meant for you.

    I left the ninety-nine to find the one
    And you're the one
    I walked a thousand miles in this desert sun
    Only to bring you back

    Hello, it's me i couldn't sleep I was just counting sheep.
    I'm missing you.
    Hello, it's me i couldn't sleep I was just counting sheep.

    I left the ninety-nine to find the one
    And you're the one
    I walked a thousand miles in this desert sun
    Only to bring you back.

    I left the ninety-nine to find the one
    And you're the one
    I walked a thousand miles in this desert sun
    Only to bring you back

    Only to bring you back


    God is amazing! <3

Monday, 26 January 2009

  • It's pretty crazy I saw the band Friday night, then got home at 10:30 Saturday morning to find out that my car was having issues so I had to take it to the shop, then I worked from 5-10 in the evening. Then woke up at 4:30 to open at Get Go!!!  It was pretty crazy and exhausting. God is good :).  I actually didn't mind working at Taco Bell at night- we had a pretty fun time even though we were slammed.  Things at Get Go are going well. As soon as Jen promotion is complete, Sue is going to train me to be a Crew Leader (like an assistant manager).  It was sorta funny because I told Sue that I don't mind working Sunday's, I want off at 11 so I can go to church.  She was understanding to my "prior commitment". I never looked at it that way before .  I also got to talk to Sarah and Kiki yesterday!!!!


    Oh my I was just watching the news and they want to start making different things in the Burgh solar power.  Were doomed!!!!!!! Do you know how many sunny days we have in the Burgh? Few!!! The sun appears three times more in the winter than the summer. Mrs. Foster and I got a kick out of that...out of all places ;).

    There is more, but it will come soon-for now my pillow is calling.

Tuesday, 20 January 2009

  • This morning I worked which was really good .  I am starting to become a little more familiar with it, so it's nice.  I can't wait to go back. I met a lot of the regular guests and they rock!!! Half of them introduced themselves to me. God is so good!

    Then I came home just in time to watch the inauguration.  Once in a blue moon do I get so upset that I cry...well I started crying and had to shut the TV off because I was so upset.   I don't even want to get to what President Obama said... What really set me off was this Rev. Lowery guy who spoke after this lady read a painful poem (which made no sense). His closing statement was "Lord, in the memory of all the saints who from their labors rest, and in the joy of a new beginning, we ask you to help us work for that day when black will not be asked to get in back, when brown can stick around ... when yellow will be mellow ... when the red man can get ahead, man; and when white will embrace what is right. That all those who do justice and love mercy say Amen."  That is uncalled for! If a white man would of said something along that line people would of been in an uproar.  Okay that just topped it off for me.  Through both speeches my heart crumbled because they do not understand God.  Poir to that, Rev. Lowery stated "And as we leave this mountain top, help us to hold on to the spirit of fellowship and the oneness of our family. Let us take that power back to our homes, our workplaces, our churches, our temples, our mosques, or wherever we seek your will."   Don't get me wrong I know that God is everywhere....but the "wherever we seek your will." part just is unbelievable!  We are ONE NATION UNDER GOD!!!!! Did anyone miss that-under GOD! Not under any other religion, so quit making other religions equal to our foundation.   It just really bothers me because through Obama's speech he talked about how we needed to become like other nations. No we do not! You know what America is the way she is? Because her founding father's believed in a Higher Power and sought His will. Her military force was comprised of a bunch of farmers and education was not the priority. What made America successful was her foundation in Christ and Christian's who had a Protestant work ethic.  Why are people so into this one world thing? What is so wrong about being different?  I know I have been ranting about this the past couple days... I am sorry for that. It just really bothers me because I see what God has given us as a nation and how we are rapidly losing it.
    Despite all that I choose to have hope and that God will restore this nation. I am trying my hardest to be okay with our new President and to respect him, but I am finding it difficult. He is against God...how can I respect someone like that?  I don't know it just really burdens my heart because I long to see the nations bring glory to God. They are all His children and He loves them...It hurts Him when there is that broken fellowship.  I suppose all I can do is try my hardest to stay in God's will and to pray for others. It's just hard because I don't want to sit around and do nothing. I want to take a stand. I desire to see change for the Kingdom of Christ...

    God is good. mmh He is so good. This morning I woke up at 5:30 so I could spend some time with Him before work.Happiness!!!!! His word is beautiful and full of wisdom.  I am still pondering this whole ceasing thing... I think one of my kids may be named after king Hezekiah .

    Okay it's late...I will post something more up lifting soon. I just wanted to vent real quick.  Thankfully God knows I am a work in progress and He is helping me with this whole thing! At least I kept apologizing for being so judgmental.

    Seeking His heart, Marie

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  • I am blessed with the most awesome friends in the whole wide world! They have been my support, and my family. With them I would not be here, or the person I am today. You guys rock!!! Love ya! I serve the most amazing God, who died just so I can talk to Him about bathrooms (okay there is more to it, but hey bathrooms rock!). He saved me from being a self centered person, who tried everything in HER power to destroy herself. He has blessed me beyond my wildest dreams.. . I have been homeschooled for eight years :-). I am obsessed with concerts (ApologetiX rules!) and screaming. I have a strange fasanation with bathrooms. Running into walls is awesome! If you want to know anything else leave me a comment! Much love and keep rockin on, Marie

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